Seems I learn more and more from my little boy.  He seems to just believe the things he prays for.  He knows somehow that all of the things he thanks God for everyday are just true.  in some ways it seems like experience and life seems to challenge our ability to just believe.  At times, I do get that glimmer of just believing and knowing it is true.  When I do I desperately try to embrace it and hold it close to my heart.  It has become a little easier lately with meditation and have my little ray of sunlight running around here whose example I can follow.  Also, things happen that sometimes just seem they must be more than serendipity.  God IS good all the time. . .