In meditation today, I found some things. I found truth, peace, healing and love. The truth I found was that I am ready. I am finally ready to do what it takes and accept what comes. Finally I am to the place Isaiah was when he received his commission: Then I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, “Whom shall I send, and who will go for Us?” Then I said, “Here am I. Send me!” In keeping with my latest revelation, as I went into meditation, I sought to understand my existence as a thought within the mind of God. As a thought, I am an instrument to manifest an idea(l). It follows then that the desire that I have that drives me and that I can only interpret as good is, in fact, God's idea, not mine. I am the instrument to manifest. It all makes more sense then. That is why it seems that heaven and earth move when any one of us make a decision and are firm in our decision. In reality it is God's idea and our individual commitment that sets the future in motion. If God is with me and in fact, I am an idea within God's mind, who or what can be against me. Here am I, send me. I'm Ready! In acknowledging that I am ready, I found peace. A gospel song from my childhood came to mind that applies for me now. The lyrics say, whatever it takes Lord. . .that is what I am willing to do.
I found after some time, I did not want to come out of meditation. My understanding of Myrtle Fillmore's healing experience came to mind. As I understood, she asked her body for forgiveness and gave every part of her body love. I too did that (for my body, not Myrtle's). Currently I have a broken foot and I asked the bone and my foot for forgiveness and I just radiated love everywhere around the break. Then I went through my entire body and asked for forgiveness and radiated love. Here I found healing.
Still, I did not want to come out of meditation. . .I saw the child in me and a time when I didn't want to go to school in junior high and I just recognized my little boy and said "oh, that is what it was like for you." From there, my higher self just reviewed my life and comforted the little boy, the teenager, the young man, the boyfriend, the husband and the father. My higher self noticed what they judged as failures and shortcomings. He acknowledged, sympathized and forgave them. Here, I found more healing and love.
Finally, it was time to rejoin the outside. I decided that my hands getting cold was the sign that I couldn't spend any more time here, in the place of the most high. . .As I left my meditation, it was a new world that I came back to. A place that is more honest, more peaceful, more healthy and more loving. As I regained my place in the physical world, I heard that still calm voice "Be still and know that I Am God."
With Love and Light,
C
I found after some time, I did not want to come out of meditation. My understanding of Myrtle Fillmore's healing experience came to mind. As I understood, she asked her body for forgiveness and gave every part of her body love. I too did that (for my body, not Myrtle's). Currently I have a broken foot and I asked the bone and my foot for forgiveness and I just radiated love everywhere around the break. Then I went through my entire body and asked for forgiveness and radiated love. Here I found healing.
Still, I did not want to come out of meditation. . .I saw the child in me and a time when I didn't want to go to school in junior high and I just recognized my little boy and said "oh, that is what it was like for you." From there, my higher self just reviewed my life and comforted the little boy, the teenager, the young man, the boyfriend, the husband and the father. My higher self noticed what they judged as failures and shortcomings. He acknowledged, sympathized and forgave them. Here, I found more healing and love.
Finally, it was time to rejoin the outside. I decided that my hands getting cold was the sign that I couldn't spend any more time here, in the place of the most high. . .As I left my meditation, it was a new world that I came back to. A place that is more honest, more peaceful, more healthy and more loving. As I regained my place in the physical world, I heard that still calm voice "Be still and know that I Am God."
With Love and Light,
C
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