I am not sure if it is a profound insight or just noise running around in my head. I have been fussing with all kinds of notions lately. Chaos has occurred to me as beautiful. What I mean is that those things or systems or hair that seems chaotic and I can make neither rhyme nor reason of, has made me feel somehow safe. Maybe it is because I can just let those things be. As soon as I conclude that it isn't mine to reason for it, I just let it go and it feels good. The "Tao of Pooh" comes to mind: "Why does a chicken? I don't know why. . . coddleston coddleston coddleston pie." Things just are as they are and that is all. There is more to my chaos theory but It just hasn't come to me yet.
I AM. . .doing this. I have a habit of thinking that I should be doing this thing or that in order to meet some imagined goal. When I find myself not doing this thing or that, in pursuit, I beat myself up. For some time, particularly with a project I have obsessed about for years, I find myself in this pattern. Today, it occurred to me that the idea for the project came from the Infinite Mind and I simply took the idea and formed it. The important concept here is that, in some sense, God gave me this idea or more exactly offered me the idea. For the longest time, I thought that it was my idea and I had to do something with it. Today, it occurred to me that it is not mine, it is God's idea and I can choose to serve God in the quest for the realization of the idea if I want to. I am pretty sure I am not God's only resource. . .Don't get me wrong, I still very much want to serve God to manifest a new reality and specifically this particular idea but I experienced a shift today in the way I see it now. When I think or act on the idea now, it will be to serve. I understand that I am not God's only resource and this Is God's, not mine. I know now that I am not alone and that when I do start working on this and creating, I will have access to all of God's resources because I am serving. The implications here are phenomenal! Now, all I have to do is what I can do. I no longer have to have every detail figured out before I start. I start and keep moving and God will provide everything else because it is God's project.
I choose also to carry this concept into the rest of my world. All of my work and my business is God's. I am serving. The work that comes into my business is, for practical intents and purposes, a Divine assignment and I choose to do it the best that I can to serve my God
With Love and Light.
I AM. . .doing this. I have a habit of thinking that I should be doing this thing or that in order to meet some imagined goal. When I find myself not doing this thing or that, in pursuit, I beat myself up. For some time, particularly with a project I have obsessed about for years, I find myself in this pattern. Today, it occurred to me that the idea for the project came from the Infinite Mind and I simply took the idea and formed it. The important concept here is that, in some sense, God gave me this idea or more exactly offered me the idea. For the longest time, I thought that it was my idea and I had to do something with it. Today, it occurred to me that it is not mine, it is God's idea and I can choose to serve God in the quest for the realization of the idea if I want to. I am pretty sure I am not God's only resource. . .Don't get me wrong, I still very much want to serve God to manifest a new reality and specifically this particular idea but I experienced a shift today in the way I see it now. When I think or act on the idea now, it will be to serve. I understand that I am not God's only resource and this Is God's, not mine. I know now that I am not alone and that when I do start working on this and creating, I will have access to all of God's resources because I am serving. The implications here are phenomenal! Now, all I have to do is what I can do. I no longer have to have every detail figured out before I start. I start and keep moving and God will provide everything else because it is God's project.
I choose also to carry this concept into the rest of my world. All of my work and my business is God's. I am serving. The work that comes into my business is, for practical intents and purposes, a Divine assignment and I choose to do it the best that I can to serve my God
With Love and Light.
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